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I’m scared. I’m jealous.

I’m scared that you think she’s pretty. I’m scared that you will find her more interesting. I’m scared that you will think she’s so much better than me. I’m scared that you might leave me soon. And yeaa, i’m jealous that she gets to see you EVERYDAY, i’m jealous that you talked to her, i’m jealous that you had fun with her, i’m jealous about your past, wondering am i as special as her? Are you happy being together with me as happy as together with her? I’m not comparing, i just scared that i’m not good enough for you..and it’s the worst feeling ever. Maybe you think that i’m overact, but that’s only because you mean a lot to me & i dont want to lose you, dam..