it's for the 1st.

hai. since september, i always write about my happy story with adam. it's not just because i always feel happy but also because there's no unhappy stroy between us until.....12th of October. that was the 1st time u made me waste my tears on you, dam. i don't know whether i'm too sensitive or you're too insensitive but i just hope we'll never ever get problems anymore.


i get confused when we fight. feel guilty but....idk those feelings about "you'll love me more after this." because there are 2 options after a fight.
1. they will love each other more, they will afraid to lose each other more, and they'll try to not doing the same mistake.
2. break up.

and the 2nd option is the scariest.

there's no relationship was going smoothly..but i just hope, everytime we fight, we'll always end up to the 1st option, not the 2nd.

iloveyou......adam krisna tamarjaya♡♥♡♥♡♥